thanks
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 /7:25 PM
thanks for everyone's concern,
i really appreciate it.
even though i've decide:
this was all my forgetfulness,
so its all my fault for this to happen.
you cannot blame others,
it'd just make me feel guilty about it.
making wrong decisions, there's no turning back.
but you ca always look at the bright side:
this opens up more opportunities for everyone,
so please,
do not get hungover something that might ruin you.
get over it, face the positive side.
everything will get better.
so just thank everyone for their concern over that matter.
kinda surprised even darly frm xms knows.
probably through clement, but i dont mind.
so, after listening mr nazied's advice,
yeah, it kinda means alot.
i get more time to focus,
and i will take this opportunity to work harder in math.
and kind of spoke to ms teo about my troubles;
well, what she said also made sense,
i've been quite selfish to have kept everything inside me
not letting anyone know,
when i have a listening ear
hazwan, who is always there for me.
i've been selfish enough,
to have exerted everything i bottled up inside
on my own teacher, who has done nothing wrong.
have to take responsibility.
so, took lessons luh,
dnt teacher mr tan was caring luh.
didnt expect he wouldnt like,
lecture me?
kind of like mr tan as a dnt tchr.
if he teach me next year i soompah take dnt der.
LA? present that thing luh. very fast end.
ms toh told me fishy was troubled..
hope this doest get overboard like me.
if fishy reading this,
try not to bottle up your feelings yea?
talk to someone whom you trust alot that wont paotoh you one.
so, went for training seh, tough tough.
long time neh go le.
so, homed luh, i very full lehs,
no appetite. lol.
2 days le. nvr eat proper dinner.
erm gonna go do y homework, trying yo catch up.
